Half Ana, Half Rose.

Fuck it. I've decided on what I'm allowed to eat. And as much as I hate myself and feel discusting, I will let you know my weight. I'm just hoping that everything will be okay as the pounds melt away. I don't have a goal weight, I guess I just want to get to the weight I easily maintatined for 2 years before university (105lbs) and then maybe more but I'm not going to write specific numbers -
1. because I don't feel that this is my decision - I wish ana wasn't here but my mind is too weak to not give in to her and join pro-ana again.
2. because I feel like giving myself goals might set me up for failure.

Current weight: 122.6lbs (my highest weight in about 3 years - DISCUSTING)
Lowest weight: 97lbs
Height: 5ft 5"
BMI: 20.4

Diet =
Breakfast: Cup of tea with sweeteners, 2 dried dates.
Lunch: 1 can of soup (under 100kcal) or 2 powdered soups (under 60kcal).
Snack: Cup of tea with sweeteners, 2 dried dates.
Dinner: Cup of tea with sweeteners, 2 dried dates.
LOTS of water.
Diet coke and more tea if I need it (the sweeteners are calorie free by the way).

I hope to get some followers soon, when I first started this blog it was more of a diary but now I don't mind sharing so much so feel free to follow my weight loss, comment, ask questions, whatever...