THIS IS SO STUPID

I DON'T HAVE TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT NOT EATING, I CAN DO IT!

I HAD SOME FAT BINGE ON ICING TODAY AND I FEEL REALLY BAD SO I'M WATCHING THINSPO TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER BUT I DON'T NEET MY MUM TO START QUESTIONING ME ABOUR EATING.
AND I'VE JUST REALISED HOW BAD I WANT TO BE THIN, IT MEANS SOOOOOOO MUCH TO ME AND NOT EATING TO GET THERE IS NOT STRANGE SO WHY SHOULD I BE MADE TO FEEL ABNORMAL JUST COS I'M TRYING TO BE STRONG AND RESIST THE TEMPTATIONS OF FOOD GRRRRRRR!!!