Weekends

Weekends have always been hard for me. This weekend for example, I went to a party vowing not to eat anything or drink alcohol and I think I probably ate and drunk just about everything I could get my hands on!!! It's like, at the weekends, ana switches herself off and I ignore all her threats of making me fat therefore this weekend alone I put on 4 pounds!!! I felt discusted in myself yesterday and vowed to start again today. So I'm determined to yet again try to reach my 110lb mini mini goal. Today so far i've had a small carrot and been on a 30 minute run. My stomach is rumbling like crazy right now but I'm going to stay strong and anyway I like the feeling of my belly rumbling, it feels like I've achived something. I've got to try two times as much as I did last week this week If i want to get anywhere and I've definatly got to plan weekends and prepare myself for them a lot better then I have in the past to avoid the catastrophy of this weekend!

*Raise glass of water* To starting again!