No matter how hard I try I still haven't managed to break the 112lb barrier, I can't get any lower then that and it's really getting me down. I have a picture I took of myself to keep me going and I'm going to put it up now, I want my bones to start to show more so seeing this fatness covering them, will hopefully motivate me!
I've also collected some thinsperation quotes, which I thought were pretty inspiring, they will hopefully help me try harder and break the 122 barrier!!! (there are quite a few there though!)
“Chew gum and hold out till breakfast.”
“You’ll get used to it, once you start loosing.”
“If I eat anything, I'll eat everything, so I eat nothing.” (this one is so true when it comes to me!)
“The only freedom left is the freedom to starve”
“Eat less, weigh less”
“Extra pounds are the penalty I pay for overdrawing my calories chequebook.”
“Giving in to food shows weakness. Be strong and you will be better than everyone else.”
“A flat stomach is nice, but a concave one is perfect.”
“You aren't defeated when you lose, your only defeated when you quit!”
“Every calorie you eat equals another step toward destruction.”
“Do not give up on what you want most, for what you want at the moment.”
“Food is the drug we all must quit.”
“Those bones don't mean I'm skinny, they mean there's more to lose.”
“Ask me to show you perfect and I will show you a thin person.”
“Starving is not pain, it's the cure.”
“What the scale says is the most important thing.”
“Being thin and not eating are signs of true willpower and success.”
“The difference between want and need is self control.”
“Stop poisoning your body with food.”
“I strive for perfection, I drive myself on that. My dream may be far off, but each kilo that falls off, I am one step closer than before. Knowing I am getting closer, gives me energy to keep going. So I do not give up.”
“Every time I have the opportunity to eat, I have the strength to refuse.”
“Don't eat anything today that you'll regret tomorrow.”
“Everything I want to be, I am, only buried under a layer of fat.”
“My scale is never happy, neither am I.”
“Eat to live, don't live to eat.”
“I can get thinner. I can cut it all off. I can wear low slung Levi's and crop tops and long straight dresses like willowy models, and I will grasp with the breathlessness of being airborne. I can fly and be free. I never realized how easy it was.”
“Just say no and keep your mouth closed.”
“What's in your fingers today is on your hips tomorrow.”
“Happy or sad, rich or poor, its better being thin.”
“Don't let today’s moment forsake tomorrows dream.”
“Being thin is more important that being healthy.”
I'm going to bed now, wish me luck for my second week!
*Raise glass of water* To starting again!
